Who would've thought that trying to be mature is this much hardcore. I really don't know what else to do if Nicky isn't there to guide me. Even if I sometimes feel that he treats me stupidly, I know that once I prove him that I'm capable of handling myself and that I'm mature enough he'll stop treating me like a child. It's so clever of him to treat me parallel to the way I act, that way I'll be more aware of my actions.
Today, he researched about how to act (literally) or to look mature. He said that, that helps. And I thought that he's right. We should start with the easiest things first. But, since I'm stubborn skin deep, I refuse to some of the things he's telling me to do. It's the way I dress. I told him that he can take everything from my personality and being, even pride, but I would never allow him to change the way I dress. This is something I'm positive about that it'll soon bring me good. It's also the only way I express myself thoroughly. I'm sorry, but if this is taken from me, I know nothing else I'm good at or I'll be good at. I kinda felt really down that he kept on insisting me that. If there's one person whom I'd want to appreciate my style, it's him. He has been complaining about how I dress regularly ever since we both became open. It's really hard to handle this bipolar-like actions 'cause I really don't know how to. But, I sorta think I know a way to make him think oppositely of what he thinks of my way of dressing now. I mean, I want him to appreciate this, and I will make him. Well, I'm not saying that I'll force him to death to appreciate it, I want to prove him wrong. I want to prove him that even if I dress this way, everyone (including him) will see me physically mature and such. I'll show more poise than what I used to show. I'm guilty of being hyperactive and such whenever I wear short skirts or such around him. I don't know, every time I'm with him I feel very hyper. Well, also when I'm with friends, but beyond that, I act so careful that I'm sometimes being complimented of how I act so feminine. They even see me as very fragile 'cause of how I look so slim and walk and move and such. That's why my next goal would act this way in front of everyone from now on.
Moving on, I was also asked to change my views on some things. I was asked to get rid the thought that I have to brag my maturity to friends. I'm positively guilty with this one again. Recently, I've been quiet and all when around with friends. I also tell them insights about what I'm trying to do with all the mature things going on. I know, stupid. And looking now, I feel humiliated by myself, what have I done? Haha! And it seems that what I thought of before was mature-thing-to-do turned out to be a not-so-mature-thing-to-do. Like being snobbish. I kinda snob people for two reasons, namely: (1) 'cause I'm too lazy to make friends and to talk to people I'm not friends. I don't want more friends, like I'm already contented with friends I recently have. I think they're sort of enough despite of their quantity. (2) I want to show people that I don't do things what I don't want to do. That I'm straightforward. That if I don't like you (including looks, behaviour, the way you speak, etc.), I positively won't talk to you in anyway. Like I want to show that I don't fake myself to anyone. I used to be so mean, if I don't like the person who's trying to talk to me, that even if they make physical contact already to get my attention, I still wouldn't mind them. Well, honestly, I still am like that. And now, I want to change that.
Okay, let's have a re-cap. Things I have to change from what I've realized today:
(1) Move maturely in a literal way. (stop dosing myself with anything that can make me hyper)
(2) Stop imprinting first impressions about people. Do not be snobby in anyway. If possible, keep smiling (this might also help me from looking like an 18 year old since I'm only 17).
Well, that's a wrap, till my next emo-mode post. Kbyethanks.
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10 January 2010
30 December 2009
What I've realized
My friend Elaine left me. She's like the best friend I've ever had. That means there's something wrong with me. And it's something really serious. With the help of my boyfriend we figured out the real meaning of why my friend, Elaine, hates me. I figured it's actually really simple, me. I realized that I really am ssso immature. I view things very shallowly. I don't think before I act. I want everything I want in a snap. I'm very selfish. I don't know how to get in my own feelings. I tend to follow the ways people wanted to see in their hideous naked eyes.
It seems I hafta fix a lot about myself. And I know it seems really easy, but it's quite hard for my part. It's like I've been reborn at this age without any knowledge of anything. Sort of like Kyle XY. I have to start from scratch. I first have to know the good and the bad things going on in me. As I analyzed, I went to a complete lost. I'm nobody. I felt discouraged, but then nothing will happen if I'll just whine like I used to, there has to be a new me. So I thought hard. Eventually, I've gathered everyting I needed to gather. Yyay me. Now, I thought of a probable solution of how I'm going to fix my life. I have to feel what others feel. I have to feel what they might feel. I have to feel what I feel. I have to feel what I might feel. I have to be careful not to hurt people I love, and that includes myself, my friends, my boyfriend, and my family. Everything seems to be in my hands, I mean how they will feel towards me. I'm practicing the sensitivity thing, and it's quite hard, but it felt lighter in my heart. I think I'm beginning to have this some kind of weird improvement, and I think it's good news.
My goal is to have Elaine back as soon as possible, I don't want that 4 years. I want her now, I want her to be part of that 4 years. I now realized how hard her part is as well. Having ME as her best friend. If I were her, I left myself a long time ago already. She didn't really want to leave me, but she thought that it would benefit me a lot and her as well and everything has just got to end. She's really smart, I know. I just hope she's smart enough to realize that I I've realized enough for her to come back already. I'm going nuts already, we both live in different worlds already, how is she suppose to know what I've become already? It's too late. She has endured so much already. All the times she tried to leave me, she was trying to tell me this, and I only realized it now. That's how stupid I am. And now I regret all those years of being immature, selfish, and everything nasty.
At the least we're both happy. She's happy having no more me attatched to her. I'm happy having realized how true a friend she is and how she helped me with my own being. I think this is the end of our story, or not, or I don't know. They say that the end is always happy. Now that we're both happy, does that mean we have to really end it? What about the after-four-years we planned. Plans-shmlans. Now I gotta go and figure this thing out.
It seems I hafta fix a lot about myself. And I know it seems really easy, but it's quite hard for my part. It's like I've been reborn at this age without any knowledge of anything. Sort of like Kyle XY. I have to start from scratch. I first have to know the good and the bad things going on in me. As I analyzed, I went to a complete lost. I'm nobody. I felt discouraged, but then nothing will happen if I'll just whine like I used to, there has to be a new me. So I thought hard. Eventually, I've gathered everyting I needed to gather. Yyay me. Now, I thought of a probable solution of how I'm going to fix my life. I have to feel what others feel. I have to feel what they might feel. I have to feel what I feel. I have to feel what I might feel. I have to be careful not to hurt people I love, and that includes myself, my friends, my boyfriend, and my family. Everything seems to be in my hands, I mean how they will feel towards me. I'm practicing the sensitivity thing, and it's quite hard, but it felt lighter in my heart. I think I'm beginning to have this some kind of weird improvement, and I think it's good news.
My goal is to have Elaine back as soon as possible, I don't want that 4 years. I want her now, I want her to be part of that 4 years. I now realized how hard her part is as well. Having ME as her best friend. If I were her, I left myself a long time ago already. She didn't really want to leave me, but she thought that it would benefit me a lot and her as well and everything has just got to end. She's really smart, I know. I just hope she's smart enough to realize that I I've realized enough for her to come back already. I'm going nuts already, we both live in different worlds already, how is she suppose to know what I've become already? It's too late. She has endured so much already. All the times she tried to leave me, she was trying to tell me this, and I only realized it now. That's how stupid I am. And now I regret all those years of being immature, selfish, and everything nasty.
At the least we're both happy. She's happy having no more me attatched to her. I'm happy having realized how true a friend she is and how she helped me with my own being. I think this is the end of our story, or not, or I don't know. They say that the end is always happy. Now that we're both happy, does that mean we have to really end it? What about the after-four-years we planned. Plans-shmlans. Now I gotta go and figure this thing out.
29 December 2009
Random thoughts circling my mind right now...
Could you ever really even lose a friend?
Have you ever lost a friend? I think it's even harder than that of losing a lover. Why is everyone complaining of how much it hurts to lose a lover when losing a friend feels so much harder? Maybe because only few are being left by a friend. And, probably only a few experiences this kind of love towards a friend as well. Well, not just a friend-friend, but the one whom you trusted all the years you've experienced maturity and all. I recently lost a friend for some weird reason, but I tell you that this reason is never the usual. I even think that you won't ever get to hear it from anyone, any movie nor show like... ever. Well, since you don't know who I'm talking about, I guess I better just share it to you. And, well, since both of us agreed to not have any connections from this moment on, I guess she won't be reading my blog anymore. Well, I didn't actually know that she reads my blog not until our open forum awhile ago. Anyhow, lemme start the story...
So lemme give the characters' code name first:
Me = me/moi/I/myself/whatever
My bestest friend (I still want to credit her as my bestfriend because she still is in my heart) = Elaine
My quiet best friend = Genevieve
My notorious best friend = Sims
My long lost best friend = Angelina
First year high, we were in the same section, but she always hated me 'cos I'm ugly and everything. I didn't know her 'cos I don't know.
Second year high, me and Elaine became the best of friends. The thing that made us talk with each other is through a common friend, Sims, whom we both hate. Well, my reason of hating her is because she's a poser ugly bitch. Elaine's reason is because she likes this guy who used to like Sims.
Everything was totally perfect for the both of me and Elaine. I first layed my deepest secret to her. Well, she's like my first ever best friend I ever had. We called each other's house anytime we're available, sort of like couples. We share the same interests including crushes. We do everything together. We were the happiest persons ever.
During summer after 2nd year high, she visited Australia. (Brace yourself 'cos this is the most unforgettable moment I ever had with her... Well, no need to brace actually) I was stuck here in the Philippines. We did IMs, webcams, long distance calls (the best), friendster, and bebo. I was so happy that us, two, made that much effort for each other. Every time I remember this, it makes my heart smile.
Junior High. Everything became so complex between us which started from a girl which I truly hate for stealing Elaine from me. I think that's when she realized how much she's been hating me that she decided to let me feel her coldness that she's no longer into our friendship. I cried a lot, but then kept the crying to myself. I didn't want her to know of how much pain everything has cost me. My pride was in front of me that I let things pass letting others think that I thought of nothing and really don't care if my best friend was being stolen. The day came when Elaine finally told me that she no longer wanted me and that she wants me to just leave her alone without telling me the real reason why. I then learned from Sims the reason. As I remember it's because of my attitude. Because of the bitchy girl who stole Elaine from me! She told Elaine that I told her that Elaine has body odor, hell nnnnno!!! I never told that, because for all I know Elaine smelled so good, I even really loved snuggling with her 'cos she smelled so good. Anyhow, another reason is that Elaine thought I'm no good friend according to Sims. Elaine has told Sims that I told her that I hate Genevieve because she's a kill joy; and that I hate making cheeks-to-cheeks with Sims because of her disgusting zits. The Sims thing is true, but then I tell it to Sims honestly everytime I get the chance which is no biggie really. The Genevieve thing wasn't. Eventually, everything got back to the things the way it were.
Senior high. Everything was running smoothly until Elaine's mood suddenly changed and her maturity is causing me brain damage. She realized of how much her feeling was so heavy towards me. She thinks that I copy everything she does. She thinks I'm immature. She thinks I pull her down to the bottom. She thinks I wanted all the attention. She thinks I'm not worth-it to be her friend. She thinks it's better for us to go on our separate ways. She thinks she's so tired of my face, my presence, my being, and my everything. She thinks that all the unlucky things happening to her were caused by me. She thinks so many that I couldn't catch up to her anymore, honestly. She said that she hates everything in the world already that's why she's been absent 40% of the time during school days, she even almost got kicked out for accumulating that much absences. Well her reason's not only because she's lazy but also because she hates me and doesn't want to see me anymore.
After having that conversation with her in my car with our driver hearing everything, I was like totally cool about everything since I thought I got other friends to whom I can depend on. I know that 60% of what she said was true about me but I know I still love her even if she said those nasty things to me. Well, I can't do anything if that's how she feels, no one can psycho ones' heart.
After three days, we like told each other that we can't live without each other and we cried. I love her :(
Now that both of us are in College, well only me, she stopped 'cos she wants to enter other better schools than the one she used to study (a.k.a. my current school), we didn't see each other that much. After missing her a lot and so, she then recently told me that we can no longer be friends *sobs, cries, tears.* Well, she told me everything awhile ago. She said that we really should part already. She said that she has realized that she really needs to be away from me. She said that everything that has happened to her is negatively crazy all because of me. She said that she still loves me even if she thinks I have adapted her whole being. That she still isn't over with our past issues, because all the good things that are happening to me right now is all because of her ideas. She stated one example to be like this blog, grayskirtgray, she said that she first realized that she wanted to make a blog and that I copied her. I did not defend myself because I don't want to show my pride that I've shown to her like before. I can still remember and have been reminding myself that I have the blog idea by myself. And, when I told her that, she said that, that's exactly what's on her mind as well. Anyhow, I still have to defend my blog to my blog readers, don't I? Back to the story, she said that she couldn't make the circle of friends she wished to have because they all hated me. One example would be Sims. Elaine told me that Sims recently opened to her that she doesn't want to meet up with our circle because she doesn't want to see me and that she doesn't want to tell Elaine the reason, but Elaine told me that she understands Sims. She said that she thought it was just like what she feels towards me. She also told me that I also take all the friends she likes, like this awesome friend we have (let's just call him Winnie), Winnie. Well, not totally take-take, like we become more closer than who should have been really closer. It's not my fault that Winnie is the best friend of my boyfriend. But I think her insight about that is she was referring the part before my boyfriend and I were together or the process of being together. I kinda think Elaine and Winnie were closer that time. To sum it all, her point is, I have to live by myself and without an Elaine by my side or else I might be an Elaine someday. She said that at least someday when we both meet halfway, and she sees what I've become, there would be no hard feelings against us. That I've become the Raia without any of her influence or so. To prove to her that she has nothing to do with what I am now and what she has turned out. Intelligent huh?
Even if it turned out like this, I think I'll just try to be happy for her sake. I know she wants me to be happy the same way as I wanted her. But it doesn't mean I'm giving up on our friendship, I think I just need to give her a break. The break she's always wanted. Her intention wasn't all selfish, I honestly think it would do great things in each other's part as well, it just really hurts 'cos I'll really be missing her. She said she still loves me but she can't stand another moment with me. That means she'll be missing me too :P
Anyhow, I then I suggested for us to just have this 'cool-off' thing. Like when we can retrieve or reconnect our friendship after a period of time we choose. I told her if it's possible that it would be 4 year soon, thank God she agreed. Now, I don't know how I could possibly live without her. I know I'm talking like she's some kind of a boyfriend to me, but that's how I love my best friend.
I just wish she'd come back to me sooner. Don't she think that our current separation is like we're both in different worlds already since we don't get to see each other that much and that we're now in different school's enough? I still love her even if she's this crazy, because I'm that crazy as well :|
P.S. I don't worry posting this publicly because none of my few other personal friends view my blog. Well, I don't keep it secretly, but I guess they're just not plain interested in things their friends do. I think that's better, like not having stalker friends. My FB where I post my blog post's url are also safe, all my friends there are also not interested in things I do out here. Nevertheless, I won't be posting this link there. LOL.
P.P.S. I miss Elaine.
P.P.P.S. I miss the both of us. I didn't know that our last outing would be that last time I would ever see her again after 4 years time. *sobs*
Have you ever lost a friend? I think it's even harder than that of losing a lover. Why is everyone complaining of how much it hurts to lose a lover when losing a friend feels so much harder? Maybe because only few are being left by a friend. And, probably only a few experiences this kind of love towards a friend as well. Well, not just a friend-friend, but the one whom you trusted all the years you've experienced maturity and all. I recently lost a friend for some weird reason, but I tell you that this reason is never the usual. I even think that you won't ever get to hear it from anyone, any movie nor show like... ever. Well, since you don't know who I'm talking about, I guess I better just share it to you. And, well, since both of us agreed to not have any connections from this moment on, I guess she won't be reading my blog anymore. Well, I didn't actually know that she reads my blog not until our open forum awhile ago. Anyhow, lemme start the story...
So lemme give the characters' code name first:
Me = me/moi/I/myself/whatever
My bestest friend (I still want to credit her as my bestfriend because she still is in my heart) = Elaine
My quiet best friend = Genevieve
My notorious best friend = Sims
My long lost best friend = Angelina
First year high, we were in the same section, but she always hated me 'cos I'm ugly and everything. I didn't know her 'cos I don't know.
Second year high, me and Elaine became the best of friends. The thing that made us talk with each other is through a common friend, Sims, whom we both hate. Well, my reason of hating her is because she's a poser ugly bitch. Elaine's reason is because she likes this guy who used to like Sims.
Everything was totally perfect for the both of me and Elaine. I first layed my deepest secret to her. Well, she's like my first ever best friend I ever had. We called each other's house anytime we're available, sort of like couples. We share the same interests including crushes. We do everything together. We were the happiest persons ever.
During summer after 2nd year high, she visited Australia. (Brace yourself 'cos this is the most unforgettable moment I ever had with her... Well, no need to brace actually) I was stuck here in the Philippines. We did IMs, webcams, long distance calls (the best), friendster, and bebo. I was so happy that us, two, made that much effort for each other. Every time I remember this, it makes my heart smile.
Junior High. Everything became so complex between us which started from a girl which I truly hate for stealing Elaine from me. I think that's when she realized how much she's been hating me that she decided to let me feel her coldness that she's no longer into our friendship. I cried a lot, but then kept the crying to myself. I didn't want her to know of how much pain everything has cost me. My pride was in front of me that I let things pass letting others think that I thought of nothing and really don't care if my best friend was being stolen. The day came when Elaine finally told me that she no longer wanted me and that she wants me to just leave her alone without telling me the real reason why. I then learned from Sims the reason. As I remember it's because of my attitude. Because of the bitchy girl who stole Elaine from me! She told Elaine that I told her that Elaine has body odor, hell nnnnno!!! I never told that, because for all I know Elaine smelled so good, I even really loved snuggling with her 'cos she smelled so good. Anyhow, another reason is that Elaine thought I'm no good friend according to Sims. Elaine has told Sims that I told her that I hate Genevieve because she's a kill joy; and that I hate making cheeks-to-cheeks with Sims because of her disgusting zits. The Sims thing is true, but then I tell it to Sims honestly everytime I get the chance which is no biggie really. The Genevieve thing wasn't. Eventually, everything got back to the things the way it were.
Senior high. Everything was running smoothly until Elaine's mood suddenly changed and her maturity is causing me brain damage. She realized of how much her feeling was so heavy towards me. She thinks that I copy everything she does. She thinks I'm immature. She thinks I pull her down to the bottom. She thinks I wanted all the attention. She thinks I'm not worth-it to be her friend. She thinks it's better for us to go on our separate ways. She thinks she's so tired of my face, my presence, my being, and my everything. She thinks that all the unlucky things happening to her were caused by me. She thinks so many that I couldn't catch up to her anymore, honestly. She said that she hates everything in the world already that's why she's been absent 40% of the time during school days, she even almost got kicked out for accumulating that much absences. Well her reason's not only because she's lazy but also because she hates me and doesn't want to see me anymore.
After having that conversation with her in my car with our driver hearing everything, I was like totally cool about everything since I thought I got other friends to whom I can depend on. I know that 60% of what she said was true about me but I know I still love her even if she said those nasty things to me. Well, I can't do anything if that's how she feels, no one can psycho ones' heart.
After three days, we like told each other that we can't live without each other and we cried. I love her :(
Now that both of us are in College, well only me, she stopped 'cos she wants to enter other better schools than the one she used to study (a.k.a. my current school), we didn't see each other that much. After missing her a lot and so, she then recently told me that we can no longer be friends *sobs, cries, tears.* Well, she told me everything awhile ago. She said that we really should part already. She said that she has realized that she really needs to be away from me. She said that everything that has happened to her is negatively crazy all because of me. She said that she still loves me even if she thinks I have adapted her whole being. That she still isn't over with our past issues, because all the good things that are happening to me right now is all because of her ideas. She stated one example to be like this blog, grayskirtgray, she said that she first realized that she wanted to make a blog and that I copied her. I did not defend myself because I don't want to show my pride that I've shown to her like before. I can still remember and have been reminding myself that I have the blog idea by myself. And, when I told her that, she said that, that's exactly what's on her mind as well. Anyhow, I still have to defend my blog to my blog readers, don't I? Back to the story, she said that she couldn't make the circle of friends she wished to have because they all hated me. One example would be Sims. Elaine told me that Sims recently opened to her that she doesn't want to meet up with our circle because she doesn't want to see me and that she doesn't want to tell Elaine the reason, but Elaine told me that she understands Sims. She said that she thought it was just like what she feels towards me. She also told me that I also take all the friends she likes, like this awesome friend we have (let's just call him Winnie), Winnie. Well, not totally take-take, like we become more closer than who should have been really closer. It's not my fault that Winnie is the best friend of my boyfriend. But I think her insight about that is she was referring the part before my boyfriend and I were together or the process of being together. I kinda think Elaine and Winnie were closer that time. To sum it all, her point is, I have to live by myself and without an Elaine by my side or else I might be an Elaine someday. She said that at least someday when we both meet halfway, and she sees what I've become, there would be no hard feelings against us. That I've become the Raia without any of her influence or so. To prove to her that she has nothing to do with what I am now and what she has turned out. Intelligent huh?
Even if it turned out like this, I think I'll just try to be happy for her sake. I know she wants me to be happy the same way as I wanted her. But it doesn't mean I'm giving up on our friendship, I think I just need to give her a break. The break she's always wanted. Her intention wasn't all selfish, I honestly think it would do great things in each other's part as well, it just really hurts 'cos I'll really be missing her. She said she still loves me but she can't stand another moment with me. That means she'll be missing me too :P
Anyhow, I then I suggested for us to just have this 'cool-off' thing. Like when we can retrieve or reconnect our friendship after a period of time we choose. I told her if it's possible that it would be 4 year soon, thank God she agreed. Now, I don't know how I could possibly live without her. I know I'm talking like she's some kind of a boyfriend to me, but that's how I love my best friend.
I just wish she'd come back to me sooner. Don't she think that our current separation is like we're both in different worlds already since we don't get to see each other that much and that we're now in different school's enough? I still love her even if she's this crazy, because I'm that crazy as well :|
P.S. I don't worry posting this publicly because none of my few other personal friends view my blog. Well, I don't keep it secretly, but I guess they're just not plain interested in things their friends do. I think that's better, like not having stalker friends. My FB where I post my blog post's url are also safe, all my friends there are also not interested in things I do out here. Nevertheless, I won't be posting this link there. LOL.
P.P.S. I miss Elaine.
P.P.P.S. I miss the both of us. I didn't know that our last outing would be that last time I would ever see her again after 4 years time. *sobs*
25 May 2009
Fashion Survey
What are your favorite colors?
X Gray and yellow.
What is your fashion philosophy?
X It's a serious game of spontaniety :)
Describe your style:
X It's what I love.
Are you a trend starter or follower?
X Both. I'm open to new ideas and I want to start my own trend as well :]
What current trends do you like?
X Nothing specific, really.
What old trends do you think should come back?
X Uhh, maybe the trend where you could dress gowns anywhere :D
Do you like accesories?
X Definitely
What kind of shoes do you like?
X ALL KINDS!
Describe your dream outfit
X I can't, it's too perfect to describe. It cannot be described :)
Ever wanted to be a fashion designer?
X Not really :) I prefer to be the model. Runway mod only.
Do you like matchy matchy, or mix and match?
X Both
What is your biggest fashion problem?
X Nothing much. Well, maybe money :))
Do you think it's too expensive to be trendy?
X Not at all!
If you had a fashion budget of 1 million dollars, where would you shop, and why?
X NYC. Doi?
Who is your fashion guru?
X Me, myself & I
If you had to pick one designer to wear for the rest of your life, who would it be, and why?
X Marc Jacobs, like the? See his collection and you'll know why :]
Do you like high heels?
X Yep
Do you watch fashion shows?
X Yep
What is the most important piece in your wardrobe?
X Maybe the basics
The second most important?
X Uh shoes? Well, everything's important.
What one piece are you dying to add to your wardrobe?
X Shoes, and lots and lots and lots of shoes. It's not one, I know, but who cares?
What do you think is the most fashionable city in the world?
X I haven't travelled that far, so I can't say. To see is to believe, heh.
What is the most money you have spent on a pair of jeans?
X I dun know.
Do you shop online for clothes?
X Not yet. But I'm planning to. Well once my mom approves to it :D
If so, what stores?
X Whichever has a good buy.
Who is the trendiest person you know?
X Oh! That's hard! OMG I DON'T KNOW! O_O
Good or Bad Trends:
Leg Warmers?
So good
Bell Bottoms?
Good
Jelly Shoes?
Okay?
Scrunchies?
Good
High-Wasted Pants?
So good
Cow Boy Hats?
Good
Head Bands?
Good
Gladiator Sandals?
Okay
Snake Jewelry?
Okay
Concert Tees?
Good
Leopard Print?
Okay
X Gray and yellow.
What is your fashion philosophy?
X It's a serious game of spontaniety :)
Describe your style:
X It's what I love.
Are you a trend starter or follower?
X Both. I'm open to new ideas and I want to start my own trend as well :]
What current trends do you like?
X Nothing specific, really.
What old trends do you think should come back?
X Uhh, maybe the trend where you could dress gowns anywhere :D
Do you like accesories?
X Definitely
What kind of shoes do you like?
X ALL KINDS!
Describe your dream outfit
X I can't, it's too perfect to describe. It cannot be described :)
Ever wanted to be a fashion designer?
X Not really :) I prefer to be the model. Runway mod only.
Do you like matchy matchy, or mix and match?
X Both
What is your biggest fashion problem?
X Nothing much. Well, maybe money :))
Do you think it's too expensive to be trendy?
X Not at all!
If you had a fashion budget of 1 million dollars, where would you shop, and why?
X NYC. Doi?
Who is your fashion guru?
X Me, myself & I
If you had to pick one designer to wear for the rest of your life, who would it be, and why?
X Marc Jacobs, like the? See his collection and you'll know why :]
Do you like high heels?
X Yep
Do you watch fashion shows?
X Yep
What is the most important piece in your wardrobe?
X Maybe the basics
The second most important?
X Uh shoes? Well, everything's important.
What one piece are you dying to add to your wardrobe?
X Shoes, and lots and lots and lots of shoes. It's not one, I know, but who cares?
What do you think is the most fashionable city in the world?
X I haven't travelled that far, so I can't say. To see is to believe, heh.
What is the most money you have spent on a pair of jeans?
X I dun know.
Do you shop online for clothes?
X Not yet. But I'm planning to. Well once my mom approves to it :D
If so, what stores?
X Whichever has a good buy.
Who is the trendiest person you know?
X Oh! That's hard! OMG I DON'T KNOW! O_O
Good or Bad Trends:
Leg Warmers?
So good
Bell Bottoms?
Good
Jelly Shoes?
Okay?
Scrunchies?
Good
High-Wasted Pants?
So good
Cow Boy Hats?
Good
Head Bands?
Good
Gladiator Sandals?
Okay
Snake Jewelry?
Okay
Concert Tees?
Good
Leopard Print?
Okay
22 May 2009
Trip down memory lane :D
INTERPRETATION:
To our dearest & loveliest & kindest & most gorgeous loving Mrs. Sarmiento,
We admit, that we asked money to them but that's only P5.00. We are going to borrow money but then again we asked, "may P5.00 ka?" They immediately got the money from their pocket/wallet. So we felt good & thought that it's ok & there's nothing wrong about it. There is this instance pa nga po e that we ask money from a boy & he told us after that "kiss muna." Eniweiz, Back to the case, the girls who are telling that we asked money from them but didn't lend us one, is that we asked earlier & became disappointed & just move on to the table beside them, w/c who lend us money. We just did that because we left our money at home & we planned to commute. Promise, this was just the first time we did that, & we promise you to never do it again. Sorry for the children who was affected by our personal problems. Hehe. Haha. Thank you. Mwah. Tsup! =)
We love you!
Janine Soriano & Raia Tria Tirona
;)
3rd year St. Benedict
Janine Soriano & Raia Tria Tirona
;)
3rd year St. Benedict
This is the letter from two years ago (back when I was a 3rd year high school student of St. Paul College of Makati) that I retrieved from my 3rd year high school bag. :D Sheez, now I freakin' miss my best friend, Jans :D
We were doing practical jokes on grade school students. Unfortunately their teacher caught us and told the head-teacher-whoever that we were playing practical jokes on those kids. Then poof! Jans and I were being called by Mrs. Sarmiento (the head-teacher-whoever) to her office. :D And she got more angry when we were still laughing when we got there and then she told us to make an incident report or whatever. Then we made that letter above :D We were tripping with the letter too :D And when we passed that letter we were still laughing. ROFL!!!!! Heh. Funny as shit!!!
The grammar's a bit off and funny (I know) but that's intended. It's part of our trip to that fugly but kind Mrs. Sarmiento :D And our reason of "personal problem" isn't true too! :)) We were just fooling around. Hah. I can still remember the exact image of us in her office clearly on my mind with those medling kids beside us. It was hell-like funny! :D The kids who were there didn't give us money anyway. Gahh, I hate kids :))
Oh and BTW, that's Jans' hand writing.
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